an update of sorts:

-i got married. wedding day was fab.
-i'm not 100% happy with the way i looked on my wedding, but actually i know i looked really pretty and that's all that matters. even if i have big arms.
-i went on honeymoon to antigua. it was also fab.
-i've changed my name. i now have an irish surname.
-i'm back working on my phd. it's coming along.
-a lot of my friends didn't get me a wedding gift. this FUCKING PISSES ME OFF because they got a free night of 5star food and booze...and couldn't part with like, $20?
-ireland is cold.
-my running times are getting faster.
-i'm afraid of the weighing scale.
-petrol prices in ireland are OBSCENE.

yep that's about it. boyo finds out this week if transferring to boston is a possibility. i'm shitting myself with nerves, he seems fine. if he can't get boston, he'll try a transfer to new jersey. if that's a no-go, then he'll just get an old fashioned resume out and apply for one himself. either way, we're moving to usa. period. he's super nervous about not finding a job if we move over there, that's why i just hope he can internally transfer in his company. worst case i'll just move myself and start working, giving him financial padding if he's out of work a few months. he doesn't realise that, if you're educated and have experience (he has 15 years), you're GOING to find a job.

i'm so nervous. i absolutely HATE not knowing my future. but there's nothing i can do until i finish my phd, so i'm just working on that.

and i need a nap.

12:52 - 24.01.12